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[Jan. 1st, 2009|11:41 pm] |
Friends cut.
comment to stay. |
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[Dec. 31st, 2008|03:06 am] |
I'm ready for the new year to begin but at the same time I'm terrified. I am so happy for changes and ready for the new year to start and for things to get better. However, I'm scared.
Well, one day at a time. That's all I can do.
Take it one day at a time. |
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[Dec. 28th, 2008|02:30 am] |
Hrm. Where do I even start from.
Things have been going pretty well in my life lately. I mean it has its ups and downs but I've got through them all. Between my friends and Eric I've gotten through a lot. Perhaps this is me reflecting before the new year but I feel like my whole life has changed in a lot of ways.
Sure i might not have a job and I'm not really doing much but hanging out with buddies and stuff. Though, I feel like I've accomplished so much. I lost the closeness I had with one friend, but gained a lot of closeness with another one. Things with Eric are just damned wonderful.
My mom is moving out once I've got a job and sometime possibly in February. So whichever comes first. So that's exciting.
god, this entry sucks.
never try and write and chat at the same time.
hard shit. |
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[Dec. 26th, 2008|05:00 am] |
Oh Captain...
Honestly with you in my life, I feel lucky.
You've been s good to me when I've had these bad things happen.
I really do "hate" you. |
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[Dec. 14th, 2008|09:00 pm] |
It's snowing outside and I'm eating pizza and playing on the XBOX with Eric.
We rock.
jealous?
you should be. |
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[Dec. 2nd, 2008|04:14 am] |
GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE.
I'm finally going to sleep! ^^
I think that things in life are going to be okay and I just need to start looking at the silver lining and stop acting so EMO in Eric's words.
He is a really great frienf to me, regardles of what happens Ill always be there for him. |
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[Dec. 2nd, 2008|03:25 am] |
Fuck dude.
Things have been going pretty good. I decided not to delete my jornal. So much shit has been going on lately it's fucking ridiculous. I just don't even know where to begin. I really can't even process it. Over all things have been going in the romantic sense of life. I cannot complain there too much. It's a day by day process. some days are awesome some days are fucking miserable. All in all, it's life.
I'm trying to get my unemployment and shit, and well they're fucking around with me. Fucking bastards. I dont know if I'm getting it or not and ugh ugh ugh I wanna smack the gov't with a big dildo. BASTARDS.
Dude I wanna drink right now..... I wish that somebody lved closr to me where I could be like LETS DRINK. or something. I'm fucking bored and i cant sleep and drinking sounds fun right now.
bah.
what's everyone up to? |
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[Nov. 25th, 2008|11:49 pm] |
I might delete this journal.
I feel like shit tonight, I've been sick for like 3 days. |
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[Nov. 20th, 2008|12:01 am] |
So, I decided that I liked WoW enough to buy the game. Figures eh?
I am really tired of not having a fucking job. Things are so hard right now and I cannot even begin to explain how it makes me feel. I'm just trying to be positive and not let people know that I realy feel like life is falling apart. Shit sucks, that's all there is to it. I feel like things are not getting better right now. I feel like no matter how hard I try to find a job I'm failing over and over again. I applied at so many places at the local mall and nobody has called back. I just don't even know what to do anymore.
I want something in my life to go right for now. Somebody really needs to call me back. REally. |
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[Nov. 19th, 2008|04:08 pm] |
I hate being a woman.
5 days of this shit... it's evil.
Why don't we die?!
I bought Eric 2 new books today and I bought myself a new pair of shoes. =DD
WHO WANTS A CHRISTMAS CARD!
email me your address and I promise to send you one. =D
maryomalley@clearwire.net |
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[Nov. 17th, 2008|01:16 am] |
and just because I can't sleep and I love these videos....
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and later on..
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[Nov. 17th, 2008|12:07 am] |
So Eric couldnt come over last night, but that's ok. We might end up hanging out today and watch Heroes. Who knows? Either way, it's all good. I'm tired, I don't know what the hell I'm still doing up. I'm going to go try and go to bed.
bah. |
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[Nov. 16th, 2008|10:35 pm] |
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Drunken Videos are too much fun.
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[Nov. 16th, 2008|05:12 pm] |
Really I'm not doing much today but hanging out at home and watching movies. I'm waiting for Eric to get here from being at his friends' place. I am pretty sure he's still coming over, but you never know. lol.
Things are well with my life. My mom is a retard and I have lost respect for her though. Once I have a job she's out of my apartment for good. She DID NOT pay our rent for 2 months, I just learned from my Grandfather about this. She said she didnt tell me because she didnt want to stres me out. Heh. Figures.
I'm not really in the mood to type anything but I thought I would any way. Watching Leatherheads, then later on Role Models and a movie called Zombie Strippers. The joys of Megavideo.com
Later guys and gals. |
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[Nov. 14th, 2008|10:14 pm] |
I've been downloading WoW just about for the last two days. I finally get it almost all the way downloaded. Then it says that I need a new patch. Then it downloads another patch... now it's on it's 3rd patch. GOOD LORD MAN. No more Patches. I want to play.
Things are going well lately. I think that I'm going to be seeing Eric this sunday. That should be fun. I don't know yet but I might see if he wants to go see a movie or something.
how is everybody? |
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[Nov. 12th, 2008|01:00 am] |
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I miss you sometimes.
We're going to see a movie in 10 days now....
I am nervous.. |
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[Nov. 10th, 2008|02:11 am] |
I really dislike it when I am the up so late. I mean its fun sometimes to be up so late, but other times Im just like bleh why can't I get any sleep. I think Im going to take a note from Eric and take some nyquil. Sometimes you need a little something something to help you sleep.
The weekend was over all really good. Zack, Jared and Eric were all over here. We just listened to music and hung out doing absolutely nothing but drinking and talking. I think it was honestly the most fun I've had with Zack around. LOL. I mean we just had a blast. Like our friend Jared was so drunk he fell asleep on the couch, and it was priceless. Zack told Eric and I we should turn off all the lights and that Eric should jump around yelling like we were under attack by zombies or something and that we were all going to die. Zack and I just burst into fucking laughter because it was priceless. Jared woke up and was just like What the fuck man? and literally once we were done he passed back out. LOL. Jared was a character that night but thats ok.
Eric and I sat around reading a book and watching football all day. We made plans to go see Twilight when it comes out. Thats in 12 more days. I'll be done with the book by then, he'll most likely have a job by then. Hell, maybe I will too. But we agreed to go together.
Well, I really think i should try and go to sleep, maybe it might do me some good to sleep kinda at a normal hour. Who knows, until I write again. |
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[Nov. 9th, 2008|10:09 pm] |
I'm sitting here in my living room and wondering what to really write down. I've got these thoughts in my mind right now that I can't really put into words. So I guess here I sit and just write them out hoping it makes sense.
I just don't even fucking know what to write.
fuck. |
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[Nov. 6th, 2008|04:51 pm] |
I just don't even care today. I feel like no matter how much I try to clean my apartment it's never going to look the way I want it to. I want it to look nice for myself and I want to be able to move aroudn and stuff. Just because I really don't care right now - I'm just going to take everything and throw it in the closet. That is my solution right now. I just, don't care.
Need to make a grocery list. Ugh. What to get, what to get? I dont even know.
fuck.
I just, don't care.
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[Nov. 5th, 2008|09:05 pm] |
I am sorry I hurt you.
I'm sorry I disrespected you.
No matter what happens as us being friends or not,
I worry about you and hope that you're alright.
Even if I can't be there and show you, I hope you'll remember that.
You understand me a lot more then anyone else.
I don't want to lose that.
love,
me |
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